I. AM. FINISHED.

I'm so glad to be able to say that. Q___Q

Pretty sure I made A's in everything except for Early British Literature, which I am really scared to see my grade in. Oh well. Hopefully I at least...pass. Hopefully they bypass the 17% plagiarism rating on my paper after seeing that I used things from an earlier paper about the same thing, and hopefully they understand that opinions don't change much in a year so I would have been rewriting the same thing over again, which I started to do for two pages because I completely forgot that I wrote that other paper a year ago. And hopefully they take into account that I tried exceedingly hard to change things up enough that it didn't look just copied and pasted, and that I wrote four and a half more pages to go along with it. >.< Muhhhh. The thing I hate the most about college is lit classes. Usually it isn't the reading material, but this semester it was all very boring. I hate early Brit lit. Pretty much more than I hate mayonnaise.

So, looks like I have one reader. Sweet. o_< Even though my stats say there are more. They are probably bots. Dang bots.

Talking to a kid from high school in another window. Don't know him too well, but he got something I drew tattooed on him. That's pretty freakin' badass.

I took a celebratory bath with The Night in Question (short stories by Tobias Wolff) after finishing my final. Wasn't a very long bath because this isn't my house, but it was so nice to be able to relax. This semester has felt both very relaxing and also the most stressful I have ever felt. I think I had the most breakdowns this semester, at least in the past few weeks. But I also didn't write a 15-pager in one night like I did last semester.

This was Hell.

Yeah. That wasn't the best choice I ever made.

So remember how I said I bought that Bible study? I've been having second thoughts about that. My old method basically consisted of asking the kids to all pick a topic, which I would then research and then make some notes on that would basically make a 2 hour lesson-discussion thing, and that worked really well. The verses I would find really hit home and the discussions that came from going over the lessons was insightful, teaching everyone something new, including myself. I think a lot of the things we talked about were also close subjects to the girls (duh, the picked them out), so they got to vent about what was going on in there lives, which seemed to help because a lot of times it was really big stuff that was out of their control that they didn't really have anyone to talk about.

Sounds great, right? Yeah, then I destroyed it. We haven't even gotten to do our first study yet because in between night church getting canceled, "Cuddles" having a social life, the Germans moving, and me having work and homework, we haven't all been able to meet up, but I think that's been a blessing. After reviewing the introduction and first chapter, it seems like it is one of those books where the person talks a lot about themself. I hate that. I don't pick up a Bible study to learn about you, I pick it up to learn about God.

OK GONNA GO PLAY VIDJA GAMES NAO K LATER

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