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Monday, November 28, 2011
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Two cups of coffee and this is what happens. That's not even that much. Maybe it's because I make it too strong.
Just realized I can't make an impromptu trip to New Mexico Friday because I have a final the following Tuesday. T___T Buhhhh. I am so ready to get away for awhile. Perhaps in early January? I really hope so. Really really really.
So two more classes, two papers, some journal entries, a portfolio, and two finals and then I am finished with the semester. I have a lot of time to finish everything right now. I just hope I don't squander it and end up freaking out and doing everything at the last minute.
I am so unfocused right now that my eyes won't even focus. And my fingers have the jitters. It isn't like I'm running on empty, so I'm not sure what the deal is.
Reconsidering having a wedding. Maybe. It would have to practically be free. That's fine by me. Not sure. But it would definitely have to be outside somewhere. I like the ideas Kim and I came up with a long time ago. :) It's whatever. Too bad you can't invite a few people and keep it secret from everyone else. It's kind of like Facebook. You add your best friends and then feel obligated to add everyone else. That's why I hate Facebook. Oh well. It's too far in the future to think about. I've never wanted to be a bride in the first place.
Ahhhh I wish I could go to New Mexico. I think I will reserve time off now and make myself go, whether anyone is coming with me or not. I've put it off for too many years because people would back out on me. I can defend myself. Just submitted a time off request for January 4-11. Yessss. I'll have just turned 22, it's my last semester of school, and one last thing before entering Real Life.
Mmkay. Gonna try to get stuff done. ^__^
Two cups of coffee and this is what happens. That's not even that much. Maybe it's because I make it too strong.
Just realized I can't make an impromptu trip to New Mexico Friday because I have a final the following Tuesday. T___T Buhhhh. I am so ready to get away for awhile. Perhaps in early January? I really hope so. Really really really.
So two more classes, two papers, some journal entries, a portfolio, and two finals and then I am finished with the semester. I have a lot of time to finish everything right now. I just hope I don't squander it and end up freaking out and doing everything at the last minute.
I am so unfocused right now that my eyes won't even focus. And my fingers have the jitters. It isn't like I'm running on empty, so I'm not sure what the deal is.
Reconsidering having a wedding. Maybe. It would have to practically be free. That's fine by me. Not sure. But it would definitely have to be outside somewhere. I like the ideas Kim and I came up with a long time ago. :) It's whatever. Too bad you can't invite a few people and keep it secret from everyone else. It's kind of like Facebook. You add your best friends and then feel obligated to add everyone else. That's why I hate Facebook. Oh well. It's too far in the future to think about. I've never wanted to be a bride in the first place.
Ahhhh I wish I could go to New Mexico. I think I will reserve time off now and make myself go, whether anyone is coming with me or not. I've put it off for too many years because people would back out on me. I can defend myself. Just submitted a time off request for January 4-11. Yessss. I'll have just turned 22, it's my last semester of school, and one last thing before entering Real Life.
Mmkay. Gonna try to get stuff done. ^__^
Labels: antibride, caffeine, coffee, creative writing, finals, homework, New Mexico, real life, university of houston, wedding
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